feeling down,down,down

sometimes i just wonder
will this relationship keeps going
will it exists forever?
will we finally achieve our dreams syg?
what do u think of me?
of our relationship?
will it lasts?
i know im not that perfect
i know im not like what every man dream of
sometimes i just feel like
walking away from you
i know thats not right
it's just the old me
being so emo
deep in my heart
i still love u
love u truly much that i can never explain why
without u
im nothing
i feel empty
i feel soul-less
hmm
i know i did lots of things that make u sad
that make your life miserable
i wonder how we would be in the future?
will u stick to me like u always do?
sometimes i feel sorry for u
for always getting angry at u
and sometimes for no apparent reason
u are the only one i trust
to share about everything
im scared i might lose u
and i know
if i lose u
there are lots of people who would love that *clap clap*
my friends, my enemies, my family
but
i will always try my best to be the one
to stick with u at all times
please help me to be strong syg
i need u as much as i miss and love u
help me to overcome every obstacles that keeps on coming
my heart is not strong like u
it is as thin as a glass
which can shatter at any moment