i leave it all to Allah

ya allah, aku berserah ngan pa juak ketentuan yg kw tetapkn. andai bukan jodoh ku ngnnya aku pelu blaja untuk trimak n besedia utk hadapi daan ya satu ari lak. aku xtauk cne salahku n mcmne mk ubah pkara yg tjdi. aku xmk hal ya mggnggu emosi ku nok xkuat tok. ya allah, aku xtauk pilihan ku btol x. aku juz bharap xlmk gk aku dpt petunjuk kw ya allah. aminn.

this is it

while looking on for love quotes, i found this one which is totally sweet and true =)))))

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...
The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

~unknown~

crazy mode on

huhuuuuuuuuuuu yeppp! thats rite! my crazy mode is on today!
cried the whole day
and now feeling happy! weeeeeeee~ ;)))))))))
thanx syg! n oso ur frenz haha
sorry for troubling u guys
but hey!
ur frenz are cool
and funny!
lepak next time ok?
but please inform me
so that i wont feel shy
having them to see my swollen eyes
plus im wearing shorts like just now
*maluuuuuuuuuuu*
and today both of us wearing black and white
ngam owhh
haha :)))))))
ask ur fren to post the vid or pix he took ok syg
mwahhxxxxxxx (^_^)
love u!!!

feeling down,down,down

sometimes i just wonder
will this relationship keeps going
will it exists forever?
will we finally achieve our dreams syg?
what do u think of me?
of our relationship?
will it lasts?
i know im not that perfect
i know im not like what every man dream of
sometimes i just feel like
walking away from you
i know thats not right
it's just the old me
being so emo
deep in my heart
i still love u
love u truly much that i can never explain why
without u
im nothing
i feel empty
i feel soul-less
hmm
i know i did lots of things that make u sad
that make your life miserable
i wonder how we would be in the future?
will u stick to me like u always do?
sometimes i feel sorry for u
for always getting angry at u
and sometimes for no apparent reason
u are the only one i trust
to share about everything
im scared i might lose u
and i know
if i lose u
there are lots of people who would love that *clap clap*
my friends, my enemies, my family
but
i will always try my best to be the one
to stick with u at all times
please help me to be strong syg
i need u as much as i miss and love u
help me to overcome every obstacles that keeps on coming
my heart is not strong like u
it is as thin as a glass
which can shatter at any moment

family love :))))

awww....family love~how lovely! :D
family love is the most precious thing but for some maybe it's nothing
there are people who grew up without this kind of love
that grew up in a very bad situation
im thankful that He gave me love from a family
though sometimes i neglect them *sorry*
i still miss them :)))))
and sometimes i just feel something is less...
less laughter...
less talking...
more temper...
well, not always though
only at certain time
when some kind of "bad aura" is here
where everyone in this house
would somehow have kinda mood swings
but
things will gradually gets better and i hope
it will never get worse
for if it gets worse
im gonna lose the warmth of love
from my family

love hurts?

yup! totally agree! :D

life aren't wonderful all the times aite

so do love :))

it can hurt u soo much

that u feel like stabbing your heart

and

take it out to be thrown away *geez*

hey but lets not be that emo ok? ;))))

just relax and sort things out calmly

when things are settled

u'll find that your love bonds will be stronger

however, if nothing can be done

just follow the flow

and let go of the past a.s.a.p.

u'll find new love if u open your heart

*please dont let the bad ones hurt your heart*

who knows if your true love

have been with u all this while? *wink*

i love u! :)))))))

love

love is like a box of candies with different flavours u can taste

some are so sweet, sour, minty *urm running out of flavour*

well, any flavour that u can think of :D

l.o.v.e. is not always sweet u know

there are moments of joy and sadness

in which u have to be strong and be together at all times

never give up on your partner and never ever cheat on them

make loyalty and trust as the most important flavour

it is a must have flavour between u and your partner. THE END. (^_^)